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mengisi lubang lubang

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Antara bebas dan beku

Bebas itu terbuka

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dan kita memilih keduanya

Bebaslah, bebaslah.

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Bitching

You cant just ruined someone's life and pretend like it never happened.

Marni: You Again

I dont want this to be personal but it's killing me to stay still and keep quiet. Yes, I just want you to get the hell out of my life and that's the only reason, I dont want to talk to you. It is painful, to let you ruined my life over and over again for the sake of friendship. I'm over this. very much.

There's two side to every story. You're going around, telling people about your side of story and makes people hate me. Most of them dont even greeted me as they always did. I really dont mind that because I believe that one day everyone will know the truth, eventually.

Maybe, it suppose to be funny. You think, making fun of people, laugh at them is a joy. But for me, it's torturing and yes, it makes me cry for the whole night. It hurts me so bad that I even couldnt see you in the eye anymore.

So, hell yeah. This is an emotional entry. Though some friends pointed out that the blog is getting personal and pretty much like a diary, but I'll try to keep this general and not a place to bitch about people or my life.

I'm moving on. You should too. Please, just go.

Success

"I started off as an accountant. I knew from young that cooking is my passion and it makes me happy. Passion is truly the secret of my success."

Redzuawan Ismail a.k.a Chef Wan

Who could possibly think that chasing out his/her own passion could be so difficult and tough. When it comes to passion, it suppose to be less difficult as you're doing something that your heart truly desire. Alas, it is not.

Doing it all alone makes thing worst. You have to be more independent and self-motivated/self-driven. I'm not regretting any bit of my decision nor that I'm complaining about it. I know that everybody is struggling in their own term but writing it down, makes me feel much better.

I've been listening a lot. People were saying the same things. But for the first time, I want to do something that against it. Who knew that Redzuawan Ismail could be a successful Chef though he had a degree in accounting at that time.

Who knew what future lies for me, right?