Spontaneous act

Promise me

You'll always be

Happy by my side

I promise to

Sing to you

When all the music dies

Marry me: Train

Have you ever encounter a situation where the heart is telling you to do something against everyone else will? You can feel the adrenaline rushing through your body and somehow long deep inside, it feels good.

It is a spontaneous act, I'll say. The consequence is varies. It could be the best decision ever or it might leave you in regret. But, that is the risk that you have to take. The question is; are you ready for that?

A battle to be good

Baru sahaja lepas tengok video rancangan Ini Kisahku - Sham Kamikaze di youtube. Beberapa hari yang lepas, dah tengok versi Wardina. Wardina punya versi tak terlalu memberi kesan kepada saya. Mungkin kisah Wardina sudah biasa dimomokkan sebelum ini. Namun, kisah Sham Kamikaze memang sangat terkesan buat saya.

Mungkin, versi Sham Kamikaze lebih terkesan kerana ia mengambil persepsi perubahan itu bukan sahaja dari sudut Sham sendiri tapi daripada Ibu dan Isterinya. Ceritanya sangat hidup, sangat dekat dan mungkin juga terasa sangat berkait. I personally have always admire his guitar's talent. If he were to be the music manager for any performance, I will stay put and watch the whole program.

Semalam jugak hari perpisahan. Saya melihat mereka yang bakal pergi. Diam diam, ada seorang dikalangan mereka yang menjadi inspirasi saya selama ini. She stand out among the crowd. 5 tahun dulu, dalam keadaan yang masih baru, saya mengecam dia menerusi gaya pemakainnya dan personalitinya.

Sehingga kini, dia tetap menjadi inspirasi saya. Selepas bertahun-tahun dan kami pun telah pun saling mengenali, dia tidak pernah menghakimi saya. Saya tahu melalui anak matanya dan gayanya melayan saya selama ini. Disebalik ramai yang menyingsihkan saya kerana dosa-dosa itu, anak matanya masih sama seperti kali pertama kami bertemu.

Hati saya menjadi sedih kerana dia yang memberi inspirasi untuk saya terus berjuang menjadi lebih baik bakal pergi. Namun, kisah Sham Kamikaze memberi inspirasi yang baru. Semoga dia istiqamah dengan perjuangan ini.

Pretentious you.

I'd always wondered why people love to compete with each other. If you compete to be a best student or what not, I can understand that. This is different. Why on earth shall you compete for silly things? Let me give you some examples.

"Which school is better?"

"Which course is tougher?"

"Whose boyfriend/girlfriend is 'purfecter'?

"Whose have the worst workload, crazy bosses or packed schedule?"

Well, the list could go on and on. It is freaking annoying when you're telling a friend how stress you were yesterday and she/he can just say; I have the worst. I mean, can you just listened. If you have the worst, pity you but in this case, I'm not competing to be the most busiest person alive. I just wanted to tell someone that I had a stress day and that is it.

I knew this one person who brag about his school. He was telling me that his school is the best and nothing or no school can compete with his school. And I looked at him with my mind saying; every freaking person think his/her school is the best just simply that is the only school you attended. I dont think you've been attending to any other school other than your perfect little school arent you? (yes, he didnt).

My point is, stop competing for such petty things. If you happened to be too competitive and you cant get rid that flaws of yours, please go and enter every single competitions held in the world. People like me, dont really care if you have been the busiest people or you have the best school or the most purfect boyfriend/girlfriend.

I just feel lucky that I am not as busy as you are. I had a great school memories. and I have him, happened to complete another part of me. He may not be a perfect guy for you; he aint rich enough, handsome enough or smart enough. But he'll do just fine for me. He is perfect for me.