3.8.16

Raspberry

So this tiny raspberry is playing such a cheeky game with us. We went for US last week and we saw nothing. My heart dropped, literally. The doc assured us that it is something not to be worried and we need to come back in 2 weeks time. My other half as usual made a lame joke; that tiny raspberry was playing hide and seek!


In a way I'm a bit nervous and I really hope everything goes well. But in the matter of rezki, we must put trust in Allah. If it meant to be ours, it will be ours. So, I try to be positive and take a good care of myself. I need to or else I'll go crazy about this.


If anyone that read this, please make dua' for me. keeping my mind at peace aint easy these past days.

18.7.16

Blueberry

So today is a pretty odd day. It starts off very interesting. Of all my life, stripes or lines were never my thing. Not until after tying the knot, oh boy having a double line is something that I looked forward every freaking month.

So today is the day. I met my first double line. I thought about it, even dream of it but today it became true. Allah. I'm in shocked. dumbfounded. speechless.

It finally happened!

Based on my App tracker, it's in a size of blueberry. I would love to documented the journey, hopefully inshallah.

Then which of the favors of your lord will ye deny?
Ar rahman: 3

Thank you Allah.

2.6.16

Split Identity

I was carpooling with few guys in the car on the way back to working place (which is approx. 3 hours drive from home). They are new colleagues and they just got to know my other half.  Those who already knew him, knows how he is a total opposite of me. I'm loud and cheeky at times while he is more polite and composed. Haha.

These people barely met him. and yes, I should be more like him as people do mature with time. but, he knows this side of me. I'll dance around when the mall played song that I like, make stupid remarks when nervous or laugh loudly in the public. I'll tone down this side of me whenever with him at public (I'll still get crazy when we're both alone, duh) and they were quite shocked to see that side of me.

So, once we're all in the car, they shouted at me. they said I have a split identity and I did not show my true color to him. oh, come one. I choose to be that way and he likes me because of my crazy personality.

Don't you act differently with your best friend and acquaintance? it does not necessarily means we have a split identity aite? hahaha.

till then.