a perfect man

"The truth is that everyone have issues. Maybe building a fake perfect man in my mind, is my biggest issue of all. I have been walking around with the ghost of my magic man. He's been haunting me, keeping me from recognizing a world of opportunity that were right in front of me."

Lane: Beauty & the briefcase

When I was younger, I'd put certain criterion of my future soulmate. He must be handsome, taller, smarter, and etcetera. As I grew older, the list seems longer and longer. The least is, all those things made him a perfect soul-mate, so did I think.

I never really fall in love with any guy, but back then I talked about relationship as if I'm the expert. Alas, I'm not. How can a doctor talked engineering? he cant or else he'll give a wrong fact. So was I.

Love is not mathematic or science. You could not put limit or condition to be in love. You could not measure happiness based on those criterion. Having someone richer, could not promise you a happiness. Or smarter. Or prettier.

But I guess, one little condition can guarantee a lifetime happiness; Iman and Takwa. InsyaAllah he will lead you straight to jannah. and only there, an ultimate happiness lies.