Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

From where you are: Lifehouse



"These (face) lines are getting deeper, but when I tell you what's happened to me - these lines are just about living."

Jeniffer Aniston

Of all these times, I'd always admire this one Hollywood actress - Jeniffer Aniston. I knew her through my all times fav, Sitcom FRIENDS, where Aniston played Rachel. I love her in the sitcom, I love Rachel and yes I love Jen too.

It's not because she's blonde,sexy and beautiful. But by the way she handled her problem; a marriage break-down, a cheating husband and other controversial issues surround.

She can choose to be frantic, hysterical about everything that fall upon her. Yet, she chose to stay calm and settle everything quietly and moved on with her life. She became a successful actress despite all the chaos that she faced in life.

Not everyone can be inspired through their hardship and sorrow. But she did and she already proved it. Well, I guessed she's one hell tough cookie and I'd really hope that I can be that too.



I am a person who have a very short temper. Lately my patience was wearing thin and I was trying really hard to hold my anger.

When someone mocked me, disgraced my honour, spread Fitnah, I was really upset. My body was shaking and I almost did something that I'll ever regret. But then I remembered those stories of Rasulullah. His patience through out the rough period; the death of Khadeeja and the rejection of the people of Taif.

Rasulullah is the best example to follow, as many said. Thus, I shall not reflect the same attitudes as those people did. As I am not them, I am me.

So, here I am. Jotting down all those painful feelings in the most positive ways. As Allah promises to reward to those who's patient and kind.

"And Allah Loves those who are firm and steadfast."

Ali Imran: 146

The strongest person is the one who can hold his anger, true indeed.



Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

The call: Regina Spektor